the story unfolds like this....

dad's rotary club is having another charity dinner sometime soon. mom told me the most expensive table is RM10,000 per table and the cheapest is RM2000. - -" she said dad and his friends are inviting this year's(?) miss hong kong over, cue the ridiculously expensive price. so i thought "who the hell would wanna pay so bloody much to see miss hk when you can see them on the tv?"

so i didn't give it any thought.

then chrys msn-ed me last night asking me about it.

chrys: i heard your dad's rotary club is having another charity dinner and they invited koo tin lok and daniel wu...

OMGWHATTHEFUCKOMGOMGWTFBLOODYHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see the name in bold???
(i have to blame my baby for making me like daniel. he updates me on his news and reminds me that he is better looking and a better actor than edison all the time. makes me watch his movie too. - -")

this better be just a rumour!
cuz if it's true, dad better be ready to fly me back for that bloody dinner or he better think of a better compensation for the loss and emotional truama that i'm going through now.

thank god my dad's club didn't invite people like blink 182, chester bennington or johnny deep or i would pay for my own airfare to fly back home without even giving it a thought.

now i just gotta wait till saturday when i call my mom and ask her about it.

so michelle's mom is dino... now we know, ethan.

we sure didn't expect it to be him, did we? and we were scrutinizing the language used and just laughing at the pure silliness of it.

anyway, thanks for helping out with my 'overflowing' powerpoint! i'm so lucky to have a friend who knows his way around the computer and owns a 3G phone!

bless the wonders of video call!

after almost 2 years in melbourne, tonight was the first time that i went to the cinema in chinatown. not that village cinemas or whatever it is called. the one showing cantonese movies. it was not as bad as i thought it would be.

caught the new movie starring miriam yeung and daniel wu. if i remembered correctly, the name of the movie is drink, drank, drunk. - -" quite a stupid name, if you ask me.

on a totally unrelated note, i have a sunday meeting!!!!! woohoooo!!! i'm so BLOODY excited!!! can you just feel the excitement running through my veins??? i can't wait to catch up with them outside of school!!! what an enjoyable day it would be!!!
(if you don't get it, all of the above are sarcasm-laced sentences)

seriously, it's not the meeting with them or the fact it's sunday that agitates me. it's the fact that one wants to go to melbourne uni to meet, another wants to go QV, another wants to go to her workplace but yet no one has confirmed where we are meeting. and also the fact cuz i still feel awkward around them. ><

people come to the comp lab to do research and i come to blog. 0.o
at least i enjoy my time here, with my trusty launchcast radio and a bag of red rock deli chips. yum...

you know it's tuesday and wednesday when i update my blog. nowadays i'm too lazy to blog that often at home.

random blogging... trying to past time till 6pm.

does anyone know how to unlock the 3G phone??? any help is greatly appreciated.

easily pissed off these days. pms-ing? -sighs

daddy!!!!!! your daughter here is broke!!! i only have a 2 figure sum in my bank account now. ><

bored! bloody bored! when i'm bored, i start to swear. bad habit of mine.

hungry too!!!!

where is my paypal expanded number and jeans??? i hate to wait. i'm Miss Impatient. i hate waiting, waiting in queues, things to arrive by post, class to end, someone to get to the point.... generally just a habit of mine that pisses everyone around me off. maybe i should note it down as a part of me that i need to change. in addition to not waste money on clothes that i don't wear, don't lose my temper so easily, be less agitated over small matters, stop swearing, less chocolate consumption and... i dono... you tell me...

i wonder if i can buy the original dvd version of ff7:advent children over the net. in japanese with english subtitles, might i add. i bloody hate anime that has been dubbed into english or any other language for that matter. don't get me started on anime in bahasa malaysia or mandarin. it's fucking anime, for god's sake. it's supposed to be in japanese!!!

i think today's post is bound to piss a few people off. /o
randomness is the theme of today!

listening to: incubus - make a move

beckie and ethan are making me feel nostalgic. ><

wanna go back to relieve my childhood once more. i miss the carefree life we shared where didn't need to worry about anything, guys and schoolwork included. it was just a bunch of friends having fun.

i still remember me,belinda and jien screaming the neighbourhood down in front of bec's house. i still remember going to ethan's house and getting creeped out by the lizards there. i remembered the last year of primary school where we rebel cuz we knew it was now or never; waxing the floor with candle, throwing people's book down from the 2nd floor, talking back to teachers, the guys in our class flipping girls' skirts with a flick of a shirt...

we were the worst prefects, weren't we?? i pretty much suck as the head prefect. i even got my badge confiscated. what a disgrace! hahaha... and i had 2 prefects under me that got fired!!! -hides in shame

didn't we had stupid little quotes that we would write in each other's book? what were the books called, i don't remember. but i do remember those chessy quotes!

we sure had fun. and i'm glad that you guys are my friends till now. i guess some things will never change.

listening to: walking dead - DJ Z-Trip feat Chester Bennington <-- drools!!!

wondering if i will ever see you again

i'll take your love
i'll take your hate
i'll take your desire

i'll take the world
when it turns on you
i'll set it on fire

i'll take your heart
i'll take your pain

i'll bring you to life

dex's msn nick ↓

another day,
another night,
another year,
another smile,
another lie,
another tear...

so true...

look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and everything you do

mr. mak, you will always be remembered

this is what happens when i'm left alone with a camera phone and too much spare time on my hands. 0.o

still wide awake although i'm starting to resemble a panda now. 0.o

just watched hillary duff's wake up video. why does she look eerily like a failed clone of avril lavigne in her punk get-up? and why does the first verse of the lyrics to that song sounds like what lindsay lohan is singing about in rumours?? aahh... never mind....

i still love green day even though so many people criticize them for selling out. just what does selling out means? why is a band labelled a sell-out when they start to appeal to the mainstream? so are punk bands like green day, blink 182 or weezer supposed to just be listened to by a group of people who think they are punk enough to listen to them?? who actually draws the line between when a supposedly sell-out actually does becomes a sell-out? isn't it supposed to be judged by the quality of what they are coming out with instead of the fact that they are now on MTV and not MTV2?
just some things i wanna get off my chest...

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listening to: hawthorne heights - ohio is for lovers

one word: DAMMIT!
no idea?

second word: Beckie!!
third word: Taylor!!!

best of you. monkey wrench.
familiar???

mommy is leaving me alone. -wails

fried rice is nice, satay is nicer, laksa is the nicest!

yuwa wei is terribly confusing. i know it's not her fault that the lecture notes aren't online but i realized that i cannot live without her overheads and john's printouts during her lectures. god save me!!! i have no idea what she was saying half the time.

i look like this during the whole lecture ---> -.-"

this is the first time that i actually have to listen back to the lectures online when i actually did attend the lecture in person. double -.-"

launchcast radio is playing SONG 2!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh how i love that song and how txai jien hated that bloody song. i would played it for her to piss her and damn, did she got pissed. haha!!

and to my friend who said american hi-fi is a new band. DOH!!! they have been around since 2001.

listening to: my chemical romance - helena

i just had to post this before starting my LIS project which i had put off the whole day. taken from mei yin's site.

FF7 advent children's trailer!!!!!!!!!!!!
think you have seen it all before???
bet you haven't seen this new old trailer!! the quality is to die for!!!!!!! watch this new one and the old one and you know what i mean. never have i seen animated character so real, so life-like. just looking at cloud........... -starts drooling like a mad women

download it here !!!!

it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody cold today!!!!!! what is wrong with the inconsistency in the weather??? rain, cold, warm, windy, rain, cold and more rain. #$^@Q%$@% expecially hates it when it rains after my 8pm class!!!

we had a billy bob thornton look-a-like philosophy lecturer to teach us ethics today. very funny fellow with a penchant for multiple deaths situation.

yes la... azzad la... you make me say la all the time la. even john realizes it la!! all your fault la!! hahahaha....

enjoying my banana and almond muffin (that's my lunch><) in the comp lab. love this lab, the one on 4th floor of the law library. very quiet and never full. it would be scary to be alone here at night though.

bored bored bored. 1 hour and 10 minutes before my 6pm lecture. ><~

my law in society group is over-enthuastic!!! they wanna hold group meetings in group members' houses on sunday!!!! WTF!!!!!! i barely know them, not very into the idea of them coming over to my house. i'm the odd one out, the only chinese in the group. i feel nervous in voicing out my opinions. to me, it's always more intidimating when everyone else is a local and they seem to click well with each other cuz they aren't the 'international student'. sheesh... nice name we've got there. the 'international students'. - -"

so not looking forward to our group meeting later at 7pm. see??? even our group meeting is held at ridiculous time!!!!

not to mention that i'm the only one who is not working.
"who's working on sunday?" "you? what time do you have free then?" "oh, i can apply for sunday off" "i'm busy on friday!"
which then leads to me...
"ermmm.... i'm free on thursday, friday, saturday and sunday"
don't i sound like a lazy ass who's not working for my own dosh. - -"

-sighs.... i don't like law in society anymore!! ><

beckie!!! fix your host!!!! miss you and your ramblings. >3<

azzad brings out the "lah"s in me.

but it's less stressful trying to speak to him and the other malaysians/singaporeans cuz i don't have to worry about my manglish popping up in our conversations. gets nerve-wrecking at times to maintain good proper english when i'm excited about the things i'm talking about. that's when i start to chatter non-stop as if i was high on air. 0.o

although my local friends has helped me improve if no less, maintain my english considering cantonese has become my mother tongue here. - -" it can be funny trying out the new aussie slangs that i learned when talking to them eg "you dodgy fellow, don't chuck my stuff of the table." haha...

me and my baby with my cute lil' teddy bear that he bought.

mom warned me about taking public transports. said that melbourne might be the next target for terrorists. so i told her what wyn's friend's dad did(thinking of buying her a car to avoid taking public transports) and whether it was possible for her and daddy to do the same. no points in guessing what she said... - -"

her solution instead?
1. go down to the city less. which leads to...
2. avoid places with lotsa and she emphazised LOTSSS of people (does that includes uni? she said no)
3. this is goin to sound discriminating but to avoid sitting in the same carriage with middle eastern people with huge duffel bags/backpack (sorry if anyone is offended!!!)

which kinda lead me to think, what if it was a westerner with a big duffel bag? no one would care. but if it was some arab dude boarding a bus with a bag that's bulging in all direction, he would probably be pounced upon by inspecters in an instance. it's sad what those few terrorist did damaged the image of middle eastern people as a whole. what a screwed up world we live in today.

the downfall of our society is happening right in front of our eyes.

see that little comment button at the end of the post? that's for you, beckie. hahaha... wanted to save you the trouble from typing a new post whenever you want to reply me. aren't i a good daughter?? >3<

no 2 men, beckie. just one lovely baby in my life.
it was never meant to be the moment i said "konichiwa". there's no way i will lead a life saying "namae-wa nikki-san. anata-wa cho kawaii-des" or "baka!!!" everyday to cover up what was false.

a lie that went too far and spilt into reality does not make it real. it still is a lie and just a beautiful daydream.

why does so many people remind me of you? - -"

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