went shopping with will today. we went all the way to the factory outlets at collingwood. it was a spur of the moment thing. we went out to develop the some pics and to waste time while we waited, we went walking around bourke street. then we got to the topic of shopping and will asked if i wanna go to collingwood. at that moment we saw the no. 86 tram so we looked at each other and thought "what the heck!" and off we went! in the end, i bought a jacket and a ripcurl jean. haven't shopped in a very long time so i'm very happy now~ retail therapy never fails to make my day~

now i have a pic of us together stuck on the noticeboard in front of me. whenever i glance up, i see us smiling down on me. hehe~

the nice asian chef was asking will if i was his girlfriend. he said "if she's your girlfriend, doesn't she drives you up the wall?" all because i asked for the vegetarian spring roll before changing my mind to take away and cuz i never eat the vegies. hmmppff... even when sarah sees me, she says "here comes the person who is allergic to vegetables". =_=

happy birthday wyn!!! wished i was turning 18 this year too instead of 19. at least it gives me something to look forward too. never had to stand outside a club till the clock strikes 12 to get in legally like some people i know. *sticks tongue out* hehe...

kenny and karem came over to will's room tonight. all i can say is you definately won't get any peace and quiet with either of them around.
 
*william holding the pack of chips*
kenny: give it to me!
karem: no! give it to me!
*william not making a move*
karem: (to william) don't give it to kenny. (to kenny) i'm goin to snatch it away from you!
kenny: eh! crocodiles don't move, don't think not dangerous!!
 
WTF!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... bloody stupid lar kenny. he did a retarded transalation from a bahasa melayu proverb that goes something like "air tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya" which can also mean "don't judge a book by its' cover". it took a while for his version to sink in before i realized what he was talking about.

divya asked whether i wanna go clubbing tonight. *sighs* i shouldn't be tempted~ no more clubbing for me... he can sacrifice his friends, then i guess i should be able to sacrifice clubbing for him. he did made the bigger sacrifice so no complains here. but i do seriously miss goin clubbing with anisha and nunur. *sighs again* i hope they have fun tonight...
 
did fcuking badly in my chem test... bloody MCQs and short answers questions. damn the whole paper. i'm reaching a new low with my recent tests' results. what the fcuk is wrong with me?
 
econs class can be funny. ms hare had gary stand between the words "contractionary" and "expansionary" written on the board so that we could say out what happens when the economy contracts/expands depending on which side he is standing at. so he stood in front of the word "contractionary"...
 
ms hare: what can we do to help the economy now? it's contracting as you can see...
divya: blame gary for making the economy get worse??
ms hare: no... gary is just the economic indicator. so is there anything we can do?
me: less gary??
ms hare: *getting restless with all our answers concerning only gary* gary is the economic indicator! oh, forget it. gary, you can sit down. we'll get someone else to stand here.
 
what did we say wrong??? hehe...

tired... mentally and physically. i just want to curl up in bed and fall asleep. i wish i could turn back time. things were fine then, wasn't it? i'm tired of all this mess we are putting each other through. loving someone is never easy. i guess we both learnt that the hard way. but loving you is something i will never regret.

i wanted you to know i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away 
i keep your photograph, i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
 
cause i'm broken when i'm open
and i don't feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel light when you're gone away
 
the worst is over now and we can breathe again 
i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
there's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight 
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
 
cause i'm broken when i'm open
and i don't feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel right when you're gone away

i'm down with flu and a fcuking headache. bloody winter... >_<
 
got off the phone with my mom a while ago and i realized that i have never said "i miss you" to my mom over the phone. she is always telling me that she misses me and how she thinks of me whenever she passes my room but i never seem to tell her how i feel. but whenever i'm home, i'm really affectionate with my mom. i'm the "manja" type whenever i'm with her. guess that's from me being the only child. it just seems weird that i never can get that three words out whenever i'm on the phone with her. but honestly, i really miss her...

took this from wyn's blog...

job predictor...

1. nikki kah, Your ideal job is a Trained Assassin.
2. nikki, Your ideal job is a Evil boss.
3. nikki kah lee yeen, Your ideal job is a Permanent Temp.
4. kah lee yeen, Your ideal job is a President.

hmmm... so i either kill people or be a politician. not much difference in that...

went to see miss whatever her name is at room 6.09 to ask about applying to other uni. all i can say is she's not exactly the most helpful person in this world. might as well hang a sign outside her door that says "don't bother asking for help if you're not applying to monash university".

had a sucky chem test today. am i the only person who doesn't know that SCl4 can dissolve in water? aarrghhh... i always make stupid careless mistakes. so angry with myself. but then again, i didn't really study for it last night. why does things always go wrong the night before when i have a test the next day?? we always seem to argue the day before my tests, his tests or any test for that matter. don't even mention about the exams... not one day went by without us arguing. *sighs*
 
during economics, ms hare kept saying "go forth and populate" to us as the government is giving subsidies or whatever you call it to anyone who gives birth this year to encourage an increase in the population. when did econs class turned to sex ed? gaya had a better idea though; increase tax on condom or just ban it altogether. instant results! more kids to balance out the aging population.
 
2 weeks since school started and it's getting hectic again. comp sci and maths a tests next week. i'm dreading the comp sci test already.

watched i, robot with will just now. well worth watching. saw the trailer for alien vs predator. seems like a really cool movie. not to mention disgusting too, with all the slime and goo oozing out of the alien's mouth.
 
dinner just now was good. mr nice asian chef made laksa soup and tiramisu. asked why he didn't cook laksa noodles. his reply? not enough bowl... = =" apparently he needed 70 bowls. didn't know that we had so many people eating the hostel's meal.
 
don't know when to go back home at the end of the year. do i want to wait for the results or go back before dec? *sighs* still debating what i should do. most people i know are goin back right after the exams. do you have any idea when my exams finish? 8th of nov... if i actually wait for my results which will only be out around the 19th of dec, this will means that i have one whole month of nothing to do here. but this also means that i can spend precious time with will since i won't be seeing him for 2 months after that. imagine that, 2 whole months! us, the non-believers of long distance relationship, will have to spend 2 lonely months without each other. can we do it? bler~ i don't even want to think about it. getting jittery just by thinking about it...
 
after tonight's incident, i think alan should be called "the caretaker of the drunks"... ^^ way funner to see people drunk then getting yourself drunk right? haha...

formal's finally over with. it was fun. had a great time with nur, anisha, didi and the rest. started off by goin up to indu's and divya's to change and get our make-up done by anu. thanks girl!! kenneth was around the whole time trying to make sense of what we were doin. i think after tonight, ken's knowledge about girls and make-up has increased. the food at the formal was good esp the desert! yum~ had a fun time dancing and watching people dance. i just realized that i have no idea that some people present were actually studying in taylors, even the guy who won beau of taylor 2004. no idea who he is... anisha won belle of taylor 2004! congrats!!!! and i never knew brian could break dance!!! was i shock to see him dance like that. i must say that i'm very impress. *grins* took tons of pic although half of them aren't of me. hehe~ and might i note that us  were the only table sucking helium from the balloons, trying to amuse one another with high pitch voice. funny people we have here... took the wine glass as a souvenier although a src guy was passing it to us so i don't know if it's complimentry but i doubt it. *smirks* definately an event to remember...

tired... it's 3.14am... time to zzz... gotta save energy to study for chem test on mon. *sighs*

now i know what william and kenny were up to last night... watching "happy tree friends"... = =" don't know if you guys heard of happy tree friends but they are very very adorable and huggable cartoon characters who always meet horrible disgusting gag-inducing deaths. i was watching a few episodes just now and i was so grossed out that i was squeezing will's finger till he was grimacing in pain. whoooops... sorry! it was seriously really gross. but they are so cute!!!

happy tree friends' episodes

i can't believe i overslept today. forget about line 1 cuz i did want to miss that, but i did plan on goin to line 3 and onwards. but as usual, when i woke up it's 12 plus. dammit! now i have to go through the hassle of getting a green card again. just when i thought i don't need to see the lovely ladies of pastoral care anymore, i overslept. >_<

tomorrow's the formal. bler~ not that excited anymore. just get it over with. a bit glad that will has kenny's company tomorrow so he won't be bored out of his mind. speaking of kenny, he seems to have an inner alarm set to 12.30am to show up at will's room to go online and complete his homework. and he only leaves at 3 or 4 plus. screw those people who only starts line 5.  but it's nice to have him here although he kinda disrupts my sleep. he contradicts himself so much that i think he's nuts.

kenny: (holding my bottle of vitamin c) this vitamin c sucks. why do you want to eat it?
me: no one force you to eat it ok?
kenny: eh, but this brand of vitamin c is good. can i have one??

kenny: william, buy vanilla coke ok? don't buy fanta. i don't like it. diet coke is also fine.
*william comes back with a diet coke for himself*
kenny: no vanilla coke?? why did you buy diet coke?? it sucks la!
william: i'm the one drinking, not you.
kenny: never mind. give me some, i wanna drink!

=_= now tell me how am i suppose to fall asleep??

feeling confuse these days. why must we give up something before something else can take its place? is it too greedy to ask for both? maybe it is... there's no perfection in this world so i guess one's life can't be perfect either.

got back my report yesterday. dr wilkinson's comments for every students are similar. i think he just copy and paste then change the name. got praised by all the teachers but according to mrs yau and ms hare, i need to be more attentive in class especially when other people are talking. whoooops... didi got the same comment from ms hare so i guess we all know why i'm not attentive. hehe~

learnt some seduction technique from jon today while waiting for chem lesson to start. he sure knows his stuff. haha... apparently didi was more like sexually harrasing jon so jon decided to show us his stuff. no wonder jon is known as johnny bravo! both of them soon got to test out their technique on brian, trying to see who can get brian to be their date for the formal. sad to say, brian said no to both. too bad... haha~

playing crossgate again since it's a week 1 wed. too much time on my hands i guess... i must be pms-ing or something cuz i got mad at will over a little thing just now. so sorry dear!! but he named his pet in crossgate "sorry,nikki!" to make me happy. so sweet of him. muah muah!! *grins*

no line 9 and 10 on friday cuz it's the day of the formal. i didn't knew that the school regard the formal as such an important event. but it doesn't really affect me cuz i finish line 8. bler~ hate my schedule! 

missed dinner cuz i overslept again. hadta go out to buy dinner at 9 past when all the nearby shops are closed. thank god one of them agreed to cut up some chicken and "char siew" for me. why are all the shops in melbourne closed so early? sometimes it's so troublesome to walk all the way to chinatown at 2am just to eat supper.
 
had a fire drill in school today. so i got to missed half of my econs class. walked out of my class and who do i see? wyn, balqis and yin. balqis was blur enough not to bring her jacket with her so she was shivering with cold. halfway through, wyn met amy and they started arguing in chinese about who has bigger breast. our dear balqis then joined in going "zui da,zui da,zui da" (the biggest). we all just looked at her before wyn had to tell her that she's saying her own breast are the biggest. oooppss... she's so cute~ and balqis dear, don't be so sad okie? we all love you.
 
mr tassone was being his usual quirky self again today. he used a beanie that someone left in class to wipe the whiteboard and he was like "eh, a hugo boss beanie. you sure you guys don't want it?? then i will use it as a duster. wow, this is the most expensive duster i have ever used!" =_= and there he went happily wiping the board clean... 
 
HAPPY 18th BIRTHYDAY NUNUR!!!!!!! finally you're a legal baby. furthermore, you finally got your over-18 beepy!

i'm so tired. attempting to finish the last 3 questions of the probability exercise but i'm getting distracted by my own thoughts. i can't sit still and do my work these days. my mind is bound to wonder off to la-la land and at the end of the day, i haven't done what i set out to do. *sighs*
 
i was just looking at the university of melbourne brochure thingy and i need eng, maths a and 2 of either physics, chemistry, biology or maths b to be qualified to apply for bachelor of science. for bachelor of arts and science, the same requirements are needed except that it's only one of that four subjects. most importantly, it's blandly stated that all the prequisites subjects MUST be included in your best four scores. dammit! my maths a is a staggering 58% which roughly transalate to a D. i have no idea how am i goin to pull my score up for this exam. bler~ now is the worst time to lose faith in myself.
 
formal's this friday!! the nearer the date gets, the more i don't feel like goin. why did i agreed to go in the first place? oh ya, cuz it was supposed to be fun. i hope it will be... and 31st of august is a tuesday which means it's a school day. why the hell is blink 182 concert held on a weekday? not only that, i think exams start on the 3rd of september or something. i'm so screwed.
 
shall stop blogging my nonsensical thoughts and try finish off my maths' homework! wish me luck...

watched "the return of martin guerre" today. my god... the dialogue was in french and it was those slow-moving, artsy type of film. thank god we only need to watch the first 20 minutes of it. there was some nudity in it so it was funny watching balqis covering her face with her book trying not to see any of it. and there was a funny part though. apparently they  believed that martin guerre could not consumate the marriage cuz his dick was too small. so the voodoo lady had to cast a spell to make it grow. hahaha... how did they came up with that???

hinching is touched that i included the s3ren photo album site as a link in my blog. duh~ do you actually notice that new pics that are loaded every week?? of cuz we all still visit your site! it's so cool that you made that site cuz it kinda helps us still see what the rest are up to. at least that's how i feel about it. so thanks for the site!! and good luck with your audition!! you will be s3ren first ever supermodel! *grins*

william got 10/10 for his global warming geography project. and man, is he so happy about it. i think it's cuz this project is worth 20% of the final mark and he has roughly calculated that he has gotten an A for geography. yeah! i'm happy for him too!

finally trying to understand maths. learning probability and i hate it! but i'm trying. trying very hard... not to mention comp sci. dim num as single, dim this as that, dim that as this. bloody visual basic! one day i can dim myself as insane.

dinner time!

it's time to start over again. new blog, new life.