i can't believe i overslept today. forget about line 1 cuz i did want to miss that, but i did plan on goin to line 3 and onwards. but as usual, when i woke up it's 12 plus. dammit! now i have to go through the hassle of getting a green card again. just when i thought i don't need to see the lovely ladies of pastoral care anymore, i overslept. >_<

tomorrow's the formal. bler~ not that excited anymore. just get it over with. a bit glad that will has kenny's company tomorrow so he won't be bored out of his mind. speaking of kenny, he seems to have an inner alarm set to 12.30am to show up at will's room to go online and complete his homework. and he only leaves at 3 or 4 plus. screw those people who only starts line 5.  but it's nice to have him here although he kinda disrupts my sleep. he contradicts himself so much that i think he's nuts.

kenny: (holding my bottle of vitamin c) this vitamin c sucks. why do you want to eat it?
me: no one force you to eat it ok?
kenny: eh, but this brand of vitamin c is good. can i have one??

kenny: william, buy vanilla coke ok? don't buy fanta. i don't like it. diet coke is also fine.
*william comes back with a diet coke for himself*
kenny: no vanilla coke?? why did you buy diet coke?? it sucks la!
william: i'm the one drinking, not you.
kenny: never mind. give me some, i wanna drink!

=_= now tell me how am i suppose to fall asleep??

feeling confuse these days. why must we give up something before something else can take its place? is it too greedy to ask for both? maybe it is... there's no perfection in this world so i guess one's life can't be perfect either.