I Write Crap Not Tragedies

2007-04-14T15:42:00.000+10:00

abc

2006-08-31T01:35:00.000+10:00

I feel so guilty because I know that there are people who visit my blog only to be faced with posts that are never updated. Gomenasai!!

Mind you, I'm suffering from LWS which is also known as Lost Withdrawal Syndrome. Sufferers of LWS are known to spend endless hours surfing the net to uncover Lost-related conspiracies, watch entertainment news in hope that cast members from Lost pops up, does nothing else but watch other series till Lost comes back on, whines that Season 3 needs to be aired ASAP, thinks Evangeline Lilly is absolutely gorgeous during the Emmys + the September edition of FHM Australia and crave for lots of chocolate. But I crave for chocolate 365 days a year regardless of Lost being on or not so the last point is rubbish.

And it is seriously pissing me off that Season 3 is still weeks away. October 4th to be exact. And all I have to tame my LWS from going overboard and resulting in me putting my guinea pigs on a toy plane so that they crash and then can pretend that they are Kate and Claire is this teeny weeny poster. Blergh!

2006-08-23T16:36:00.000+10:00

I have been neglecting my blog mostly due to the lack of excitement in the life I'm leading now. Seriously. I'm having blogger's block in trying to blog about my daily life. The most exciting thing that happens in uni is probably the sudden enthuasism that me, Lela and Abby gets when we discuss about Wentworth Miller/Daniel Wu/insert cute guy name during Australian Banking Law class.

OH! Willaim saw a pony in uni today! Is that exciting enough to liven up this blog? Haha...

Even on the weekends I'm lounging at home. The only time I go out is to watch movies and trust me, that is not very exciting. Take train, reach city, buy ticket, watch movie, enjoys/hates movie, eat dinner, go home. Yup, that's pretty much it.

Who knew I'm gonna lead such a boring life in uni? Where's the rock and roll lifestyle you see in movie? Where's the sex, drugs and God knows what? I'll tell you where it is. Down in the drain.

I guess when you're living alone, figuratively speaking, you either choose to party all day by living in the city or you choose to live in a crummy suburb just because it's nearer to your uni. Guess which one I choosed?

But it's not all that bad. I have my msn, my online game, my friends on msn and online games, my tv(Anybody watches Grey's Anatomy and Veronica Mars? It's great!), my piggies, my dear Will and my once a week trip to Chadstone/city to indulge in some light-hearted fun. And I'm not complaining. Well, not that much anyway.

2006-08-09T16:51:00.000+10:00

Just a simple update to pimp out something that I have been quite actively participating in.

A discussion board. From Hong Kong. So that kinda negates out the possibility of those who doesn't read Chinese to ever go onto that board. But do keep in mind that there are tons and tons of pictures there from sub-boards ranging from pets to the newest fashion style(which incidentally is one of my fav sub-board) to electrical products to miscellanous pictures, modified or otherwise. Thus the saying "A picture paints a thousand words". The board also hosts forums for unrecorded singers, online games, BT and software downloads and relationship problems(fun to read!!).

2000fun

2006-07-20T14:16:00.000+10:00

Have been neglecting my blog due to pure simple laziness on my part. So here's a summary of what I have been up to in one sentence.

Sleep, eat, watch movies, shop and play online games.

Yup, that's pretty much it.

Will try to update my blog more often now that uni has started as I will be stuck in the Law Library's computer lab more often which equals to too much time on my hands which then leads to blogging. I love sentences without full stop. >.^

2006-06-09T01:32:00.000+10:00

1 more day of normal bedtime and it's 32 days of watching 22 men running around the field chasing after a ball at the unearthly time ranging from 11pm all the way to 7am. Sleepless nights, here I come!! Screw the fact that next week is still my exam week. I know where my priorities lies. -grins

GO BRAZIL!!!!!
In Ronaldinho we trust.

2006-05-28T01:40:00.000+10:00

X-Men 3: The Last Stand was a tad disappointing. Angel was in it for less than 10 minutes, the storyline for Rogue was rubbish and everyone else seemed to be playing second fiddle to Jean Grey. But other than that, it was good entertainment.

Guess now it's time to concentrate on the exams. On hiatus till then.

2006-05-21T20:42:00.000+10:00

My uni has this online market place where students can sell and buy anything ranging from cigarattes(illegally), books, cars blah blah blah. You can also advertise rooms for rents and seek for jobs. There's also a lost and found section which sometimes double as an entertainment section for the jokers out there. No idea what I mean? See some of the posts in the lost and found sections below.

Anyone seen a lost virgin running around@@?

Blame Crown for your lost at their casino.

I'm sure Dino could use one of the repliers' help.

2006-05-15T22:36:00.000+10:00

- -??]] *＊☆:
here?
Ethan:
yes.
Ethan:
tell me your question.
Ethan:
/favour/

I'm offended!! When I "here?" someone, it does not automatically means that I need a favour!! Or do I?? -tries to look innocent.

Oh well... I guess when you have been my friend for 14-ish years, you would know me this well too.

So a HUGE thanks to Ethan for all the favours he has done for me which ranges from getting me a new comment box(anyone noticed it??) to attempting to fix my Microsoft Word bugs through 3G videocall and many more computer-related problems. What would my computer do without you? -grins.

2006-05-14T21:22:00.000+10:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Mom's sick on this supposedly joyous day. /.\ Hope she gets well soon!

Really do miss my mom. After being pampered by her for 18 years, it still feels weird to have no one to turn to when I'm down or just plain lazy even in my 3rd year of living away from home. Back home, she would always have Yeo's Green Tea in the fridge because she knows I'm totally addicted to one right after dinner. The perks of being the only child! So it's quite a bummer to open the fridge now and realize I only have eggs, milk and expired meat in them. I do admit though, I'm quite spoilt thanks to my mom. -sheepish grin. Oh, how i miss her cooking...... Great, this is making me homesick.

And no, I haven't forgotten someone else... Happy Mother's Day to you too, Beckie!! ^0^

2006-05-13T01:30:00.000+10:00

My life revolves around music. Surprisingly though, I don't sing or play any instruments for that matter. I took guitar lessons for 1 year. Sad to say, I forgot everything there's to know about guitar playing. I sing in the shower, never in public. Only my mom and William has ~~heard~~ caught me singing to myself. -blushes.

Despite all that, I can't live without music. I can't imagine anyone who can. My life's advices are taken from lyrics, my days inspired by what I hear. Maybe that's why my blog headings have been all changed to song titles. Can anyone name the bands? -grins. No prize for guessing right though. (I always believe that Google and Wikipedia can almost always answer anyone's questions.)

That's why I'm eternally grateful that ABC has Rage. It's not MTV but it's definately up to par. There are no boybands, pop idols, singers turned actresses and all that rubbish. Although Rage's Top Fifty does have teenyboppers but you can't have everything your way, now can you? Gluttony is a no-no when I get to listen/watch clips ranging from Eskimo Joe, End of Fashion, Less Than Jake, Coldplay and Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

Thank God video killed the radio star.

2006-05-07T21:13:00.000+10:00

Women's intuition.
It's supposed to be dead on, isn't it? A fool-proof way to tell that when your boyfriend says "You look awesome in that dress", he really means "God... That's a bloody huge ass" or when your bestfriend asks "Are you full?", she really means "Are you anorexic?"

But sometimes, just sometimes, don't you just wish you might be mistaken? That for some reason, other than you not being a woman anymore, your supposedly all high and mighty women's intuition is wrong.

Because it can be terribly ironic when you know you are right but you have been wronged. Not only is it ironic, it's oxymoronic and just plain screwed up. It just kinda proves that being right isn't all that.

2006-05-04T21:08:00.000+10:00

US has Ashlee and Jessica Simpson
Australia has Danni and Kylie Minogue
UK has... erm... amnesia striking me again... erm... forget it

Well, Hong Kong now has Janice(left) and Jill(right)!

Wah lau... When Dino told me that Jill was bad, I didn't think he meant that bad. But wait till you see the video for her single - Lonely. She cavorts around like she's Beyonce, dresses like she's from the Pussycat Dolls, which is great so far BUT... she sings like she's Beyonce + PCD + Eve i.e RnB + Pop + Rap. Which is seriously not working for her. Crossing over genres is a delicate issue. I'm still waiting for someone to balance three genres in one song and succeed. Too bad it's not her time yet.

And if I were her, I would show the lyricist the door. Why?

Sample lyrics (Lonely):
Suddenly I wanted something sweet like candy
So I grab some cranberry, put it in a blender
Half a minute later
I got myself one big sweet cranberry milkshake
With my shake in my hand watching TV like an old man
My dog came along starts singing me his new song
woof woof woof WHAT You want a sip of my shake

Tell me, why in the world is her dog singing to her??? Couldn't she find a better analogy? (doggie pic from 1-2-3 Draw Cartoon Animals)

When she ~~sang~~ rapped the word "milkshake", I suddenly had this image of Kelis in my mind. And I must say I was sorely disappointed with the tone of the rest of the lyrics after that word, partly thanks to the raunchiness and oversexed lyrics of Kelis' Milkshake.

2006-05-03T00:58:00.000+10:00

Few days ago, I was going through William's geography assignment when I got stumped by temporary amnesia of the name of an animal that I thought would be useful to include in. So I decided to ask the best three candidates I could find on my MSN to see if they knew what animal eluded me at the moment.

After very little deliberation, I messaged Beckie, Bryan and Wei Chuan. Beckie because she's my mommy and doesn't everyone says "Mother knows best"? Bryan and Wei Chuan because they are Singaporean and I assumed that they would know. Especially Bryan who never fails to correct my English pronounciation. I know la... Your English better than mine la...

So I typed:
What's the name of a rat-like animal which lives in the desert that likes to stand on their hind legs?

Anyone reading this wanna take a shot? No prizes for guessing right though. It's pretty easy.

Anyway, both Beckie and Bryan got it right. But that joker Wei Chuan... Wah lau... I have nothing to say to him anymore. Actually I do.

"EH!!! Attend lectures for God's sake. I have never seen you for n-th weeks!!"

Back to the point. You know what he answered me? Take a guess again.

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WTF!??!??! Where did that come from? So I checked my question again to make sure I didn't type something along the lines of "What's the name of the scoundrel who lives in the mountain in the desert somewhere who likes to kill people?" Hmmm... Nothing wrong with my message. Then it hit me!! -lightbulb flashes on top of my head-

Rat:
A person who is deemed to be despicable or contemptible
Source Dict.org

Lives in the desert:
Uh huh!! Who's still hiding in the desert according to US intelligences?

Stand on hind legs:
Humans can be perceived to be standing on hind legs with the hands as fore legs.

Wei Chuan was, in fact, right all along!!! What a case of reading between the lines.

So I leave you with a picture of the cute animal whose name is Meerkat, not Osama (fortunately for them).

2006-04-30T15:28:00.000+10:00

Last week was hectic! Both Michelle and Keipin came over to Melbourne from Adelaide and Perth respectively. I'm glad I got to see them but I seriously need to whine about this - Why did they choose to visit when I have two assignments and a group presentation due?? -sulks. Not their fault, I know, but you know me. I heart whining.

22nd April 2006 SATURDAY
Michelle arrived! Went to Dino's house for a slumber party. It was more of a girl's night out due to the absence of Dino in his own house. Go figure. And this was the night Keipin called to say he was in Melbourne and the moment I knew my assignments were screwed.

That's Michelle holding a pot of barley for Dino on the tram to his house. Embarassing, i know. [Pic stolen from Chrys]

26th April 2006 WEDNESDAY
Watched Undercover Hidden Dragon with William, Keipin + his girlfriend. - -" Trust me, the movie is as bad as the name. It was Keipin's idea, ok!! But there were laughs in the movie, it's not as horrible as the review said it was.

28th April 2006 FRIDAY
Chadstone with Michelle, Chrystella and Chrystella's friend, Lara(I think).

Went home to discover that Keipin was in the process of cooking dinner for us! It was more of a horror than surprise. I mean, is his cooking skills as bad as his lame jokes?? -shudders. But it turned out fine. Forgot to take pictures of food due to me being in shock over how nice the Bak Kut Teh tasted. A tad too much pepper but that's the way I like it! In the end, there was too much food (cabbage with fried shrimps and marinated curry drumsticks) that I had enough leftovers for two more dinners. - -"

Caught the late night show of Final Destination 3. Sad to say, being the scaredy cat I am, I closed my eyes through out half the movie. It was disgusting!! Now I have a phobia for rollercoasters and tanning bed thanks to the movie. For some reason, I can endure gory movies like Hostel, Saw and House of Wax but FD3 is too much for me! Don't ask me why. Nikki's mind is in a realm of it's own and is highly incomprehensible at times.

Went to Cafe L'incontro for drinks. Ended up staying there till 5am-ish before going to the arcade at Chinatown.

That's Keipin playing Ghost Squad with 2 guns. - -" Needless to say, he gave up one of the gun after 5 minutes.

And Keipin's girlfriend, 雪兒. At least that's how I assume her name is written.

Near the cafe is a florist. I was actually quite symphathetic for the old man who was working there. It was 3am-ish and the shop was still open. I felt so bad for him that I bought a orchids from him. - -" I know, I know. William thought I was mad and just wasting my money. But he looked so bored there. And he has to stay open till Sunday morning!! The orchids were quite nice. $8.50 for the bunch.

The lovely florist near Cafe L'incontro

My mom would like it. ^^ My bluish-purple orchid...

which is now sitting in a Hello Panda tin at home.

29th April 2006 SATURDAY
Yum cha at Shark Fin House with William, Keipin + his girlfriend, Dino, Michelle and Chrystella. Last day to hang out before they leave. -sobs.

Me, Dino, Mich, Chrys, Keipin, his girlfriend (William the Cameraman behind the lens) [Pic stolen from Chrys]

And that was it. My adventures of the week! Back to the humdrum of assignments and classes and pretty soon exams. -sighs. Can't wait for the mid-semester break. Trying to get Keipin to vist Melbourne again then we can go up to Adelaide to visit Michelle, Kenny and Joein!

2006-04-26T02:49:00.000+10:00

You know how some people say that they are going to bed earlier because they want to make up on lost sleep?

Well... Theoretically it's possible but I have come to the conclusion that it's actually impossible to do just that.

I slept and slept and slept for a total of 18 hours and what's the end result??

I'M STILL TIRED!!!

Dammit... I wasted the whole of ANZAC Day sleeping instead of going out and I'm still sleepy. -sighs. I guess it's time to go to bed again.

2006-04-22T01:52:00.000+10:00

As you can see, this will be a FFXII post. The Japanese version (see above picture) has been out since March 2006 but even with my 2 months worth of Japanese language lesson, I still can't understand Japanese well enough to play the game. Sad, isn't it. /.\ Anyone who has played the Jap version is welcome to tell me about it. Or laugh in my face cuz I have to wait till August. Whichever that takes your fancy. Anyway, being a 'kiasu' person, I pre-ordered the English version (Which seems to have an uglier cover. Go see for yourself and compare.) and guess what I saw.

Final Fantasy XII Potion Premium Box.

100ml Energy Drink containing Royal Jelly and Herbs and Final Fantasy XII collectors cards. Drinks contains: grape extract, sugar, royal jelly, propolis, camomile, sage, tyme, hysop, marjoram, rosemary, basil, lemon herb (melissa), amino acid, caffeine, vitamin B6, B1, blue no. 1.

Sounds yummy. NOT! But you sure gotta hand it to SquarEnix's marketing team. Whoever that thought of this is either incredibly clever or has way too much time on his hand. There's even a commercial for it. Click HERE. (Taken from Lik Sang.)

Doesn't Ashe reminds you of Yuna from FFX & FFX-2? Especially the choker(circled in red).

And some gameplay pictures courtesy of Lik Sang. Actually, the above three pictures are also taken from Lik Sang.

Speaking of pre-ordering, guess what else I pre-ordered. -grins
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2006-04-20T23:14:00.000+10:00

Easter break, like any other days, was spent unproductively. 3 movies in a week. $29 gone to the Hoyts Charity Fund for Idiots Who Watched Too Many Movies. Actually, $29 is quite cheap for 3 movies so I really shouldn't be complaining.

Scary Movie 4
Hilarious, stupid, lame jokes, dirty jokes, what else do you expect from the Scary Movie franchise? Toshio is actually a cutie here!

Eight Below
One word: Huskies
All together now. Aaawwww...

The Hills Have Eyes
A decent remake (I actually have never watched the original). Just trying to sound clever. -smirks. Gruesome, gore+blood, had me on the edge of my sit at times. Nearing the end, it got a bit laughable though.

2006-04-16T01:25:00.000+10:00

Nikki commits one of the seven deadly sins - gluttony.

Coffee Tiramisu@Cafe Greco

Double Chocolate Cake@Cafe Greco

2006-04-14T01:08:00.000+10:00

Happy Easter 2006!

2006-04-12T22:48:00.000+10:00

Seriously... Who thinks Jay Chou can act?

I, for one, find his acting absolutely craptacular. His acting stint in Initial D can be described in one word - dead. I am aware that in the anime, Takumi is quite emotionless. He doesn't show his feelings especially his anger. But the way Jay tried to potray the anime Takumi in the movie was just hopelessly horrendous.

Which brings me to the main point of this post. Go read this:
金像獎可公布得票的百分比

The above news article is in Chinese but basically it says Tony Leung Ka Fai won Best Actor for the movie Election, Zhou Xun won Best Actress for Perhaps Love blah blah blah AND...

Jay Chou won Best Newcomer for Initial D

= ="

What is the world coming to?????

Am I the only one who thinks he should stick to composing and singing?

2006-04-11T10:23:00.000+10:00

I'm telling you, Hongkie guys are unbelievable.

I recently bought this PS2 game, Guilty Gear XX over Ebay from this Hongkie dude. If you tried Ebay-ing before, the whole process is quite simple. You bid, you win(assuming you don't lose), you pay, seller sends you item, you leave positive feedback, seller leaves positive feedback. End of story.

But this Hongkie guy... After everything was said and done, he actually asked for my MSN and proceed to ask me two very unsubtle questions.

"Why are you using a girl's nickname on Ebay?"

and

"If you're a girl, are you buying this game for your boyfriend?"

EH!!!!!!!!!! He thinks I'm a stranger to MMORPG games ar?!??!??? You're talking to a pro here!!! *

*Disclaimer: Not PRO pro anymore since I stopped playing my previous online game but my account is worth HKD$3000!

So back to my rant...

He thinks I never encountered this kind of "kau lui" techniques??

Sheesh...

So anyway, I told him I am a girl and I was buying it for myself. Which is true since I was the one who wanted the game, not William. We chatted briefly about movies, ask about one another's age, job blah blah and more nonsensical stuff. So I thought that was the end of it but noooooooo... He proceeded to 'Hi' or nudge me everytime I was online even when I'm ignoring him. It went to the point that he 'Hi'-ed me 10 over times a day till I felt so bad for ignoring him so I blocked him on my MSN. -sheepish grin

WHAT!!??!! I barely know this guy!! Better to let him think I'm an inactive MSN user then as the girl-who-is-too-lazy/bitchy(insert your own adjective here)-to-respond-to-a-friendly-'hi'.

2006-04-06T23:19:00.000+10:00

Vanilla flavoured Hello Panda?
Check!

Coconut Mocha Frapuccino?
Check!

Starburst Rattlesnakes?
Check!

The 3 reasons why I can get through my 5.30pm lectures. Actually this is a common sight whenever I'm in a lecture theater. Me and Christine are well-known for organizing little picnics in class.

Aaahh... The wonders of food...

2006-03-31T22:33:00.000+11:00

Craptacular
adj. crap·ta·cu·lar

1. Unpleasant, disagreeable

Nikki knows it will be a craptacular week when she realizes her International Human Rights Law assignment was a debate between her group of 3 against the whole class.

See also: Shitty

2006-03-29T18:54:00.000+11:00

I recently concocted a sob story to my daddy dearest.

Dear Dad,
I might not have the chance to take Family Property and Financial Disputes next semester. This is due to the course requiring us to attend a compulsory Family Law Program Placement at another suburb. The problem is that they expect us to provide our own transport. *hint* As the location is quite far from the nearest train and tram stations, it would be quite bothersome for me. *hint hint* Not only that, my International Human Rights Law also has an optional placement with the Red Cross Victoria that will constitute part of my exam's mark, but since it also requires me to provide my own transport, I choosed the exam only option. *hint hint hint*

Nikki

Disclaimer : The 'hint' aren't part of my email. They are there to illustrate my point.

Anyway... you know what the kicker is?

My dad ignored me! He completely skipped me when he replied and instead, spent the whole email asking me about my credit card charges!!! How about a car, dad? *sigh*

Dad, I love you. I really do.

2006-03-28T16:55:00.000+11:00

I'm back from my hiatus due to overwhelming demands from my one and only mommy dearest, Beckie!! Give her a round of applause. *claps claps*

Anyway, I will attempt to keep this blog of mine as updated as possible. But do bear in mind that 2nd year of Law has been quite unforgiving on my and my social schedule. I currently have 3 hours of lectures to catch up on - mainly due to me skipping too many morning classes! - and 3 exam assignments due after Easter Break. Looks like this won't be a happy Easter for me. *sobs*

And in case you didn't notice, I'm typing properly!! From now onwards, I will be dotting all my "i" and crossing all my "t", so to speak. This is because I know how annoying it can be to ReAd soMeThINg TypED LiKE tHis or starting a sentence without capital letters. I'm sure everyone has their own pet peeves. Can't please everyone but I'll try to be prim and proper. If that is anyone actually believes that is possible.

2006-01-22T23:22:00.000+11:00

another veronica mars post.

i can't find season 1 episode 4!!! dammit!

and does anyone thinks that it is weird that i watched season 2 before watching season 1?
no?
ok then, back to watching my season 2 then...

aahh... just forget it. i want my episode 4!!!
-wails, whines, sobs, sreams

2006-01-21T16:06:00.000+11:00

i'm getting hooked on veronica mars. i actually don't find it especially interesting but i just seem to enjoy watching it. in fact, i'm downloading the first season's episodes as we ~~speak~~ type.

sigh... my guilty pleasure of the month...
(in case you didn't know, i'm suppose to be cramming for my supp exam not getting caught up with veronica and her antics)

2006-01-19T20:33:00.000+11:00

i'm getting pretty much annoyed at people who keep asking me why am i back to melbourne so early.

for one, my supplementary exam is on the 24th January. and secondly, has it ever occur to you guys that i just WANT to go back earlier?

now shoo! leave me in peace

2006-01-18T18:58:00.000+11:00

things i did cuz i was totally utterly bored

1. washed the toilet inside out
2. ditto for the kitchen
3. went grocery shopping all the way at chadstone
4. moved my blog
5. bought FHM to read

guess what? i'm still bored

2006-01-17T17:03:00.000+11:00

here's to the tears you knew you'll cry

amusing, isn't it?
i'm digging my own graveyard

2005-12-24T01:19:00.000+11:00

it's bloody cold...
it snowed again today. right onto my ice cream. dammit.

watched music station superlive. random things that caught my attention...
l'arc en ciel is still so damn cool
ayumi looks older and more human
namie amuro's skirt is so cute
k has lotsa pimple scars

i wanna go back to melb!!
where my baby will be
and my lil' guinea piggy
and my desktop
and my stuffed toys
and my comfy blankie-comforter thingy

3 more weeks seems like forever

2005-12-22T19:36:00.000+11:00

in japan at the moment...
sorry for the lack of updates

i finally know the true meaning of the word 'deprieved' when i got back to kk.
no laptop (being fixed)
no internet connection
no baby (i miss you so much,my dear lao gung >w< )

back to being in japan.
it's bloody cold. -3 celcius now. it snowed today. so far the trip was ok. going to tokyo tomorrow, meaning it's time to shop!!! gotta buy lots of stuff for myself and my baby. retail therapy is always the best. -grins

2005-11-27T13:25:00.000+11:00

nikki going home - 29th nov

someone just KILL me now

i don't wanna go back >"<
can i just tell my parents that i'm putting green day + my chemical romance before them??

2005-11-26T10:11:00.000+11:00

watched the brothers grimm [★★★☆☆]

been going out to the city almost everyday.
clayton bores me to death.
going home is no fun either.

i guess i have grown to enjoy being alone.

呃人係唔岩的,不是嗎?
咁點解明知仲做呢
唔好玩出火就得la
nikki kah, 聽到嗎!?!?
係要唔聽先開心>"<

listening to: fall out boy - dance, dance

2005-11-20T13:21:00.000+11:00

tomorrow will be a better day...
i promise...

watched flightplan [6/10] and 再說一次我愛你 [3/10].
the latter was quite a waste of money.

pepsi samba tastes like medicine.
good tasting medicine but medicine nonetheless.

i wanna watch aeon flux!
january seems so far away. /.
the main actor from 惡魔在身邊 seriously reminds me of a friend of mine. dress the same, looks the same. told baby about it and he agrees too. come to think of it, i haven't seen him in uni lately. maybe he really went to taiwan to act!!! @@

2005-11-18T10:28:00.000+11:00

been neglecting my blog, haven't i?
some random things then.

going back on the 29th of november. haven't told my parents yet though. -0-

japan on the 19th of december? ^^v

i want to upgrade my desktop's memory. how to tell my parents??? they don't even know i have a desktop to begin with. /.
i also need to fix my bloody laptop!! bec, asked your boyf yet?

going low on funds. been spending too much on shopping and eating. maybe it's a good thing that i'm going back earlier.

but what's the point of going back?
i hope you keep your promise.
唔想信你但冇計. 你點都係我老公. 算了吧.
唔再有事比我誤會就夠了. 兩年的感情唔想咁就冇左.
等緊你唷. 一月見.

2005-11-01T01:51:00.000+11:00

~~summer~~ winter has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when ~~september~~ november ends

like my fathers come to pass
~~seven~~ two years has gone so fast
wake me up when ~~september~~ november ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what i lost
wake me up when ~~september~~ november ends

2005-10-29T19:47:00.000+10:00

多謝晒老公仔仔>w<

2005-10-26T22:22:00.000+10:00

1 down, 3 to go

crim exam was sickening. it was horribly, utterly sickening. but it can be hilarious at times. but i have come to the conclusion that studying crim corrupts my mind.

EXAMPLE 1 (tutorial question)
Dagwood and Vivian both led sheltered lives and are fascinated by the concept of sex. One day, they decide to put theory into practice with Dr Nude's "Guide to Sex" ...... step by step instructions guide. Setting the book aside, D does his best to please V .... V becomes frightened and started screaming hysterically. D interprets her behavior as what Dr Nude refers to as the "BIG O", commences to penetrate her.

EXAMPLE 2 (semester 2 2005 exam ques)
Dominar led a reclusive life. He frequently chatted on internet forums ....... obsessed with an actor, Victor. One day, Victor had a meet and greet sessions with his fans. D's best friend, Red Dragon, threathened V to do anything that D wants or else they will beat him up. Went to hotel suite ..... D sexually penetrated V ...... all V could do was close eyes and pretend nothing was happening.

eh... seriously... i question the twistedness of the chief examiner's mind.

i tend to picture the things that i'm reading (comes from my love for reading story books when young). thus i had to sit through 2 hours of exam with a mental image of gay backdoor sex in my mind. - -

thank god crim is over with.

2005-10-24T10:08:00.000+10:00

i'm seriously reconsidering the trust i placed in you.

enough said.

2005-10-23T04:18:00.000+10:00

been neglecting my blog cuz i'm just too damn lazy.

will start when the exams are over with.

19 days : countdown to when exams are finished
not exactly counting down to the day i go back home though...

2005-10-17T22:36:00.000+10:00

i still remember how much i love reading the court cases that my dad brings home from work. i vividly remembered one about a drug addict caught in tawau or some rural place in sabah. my dad had to defend him and after reading through the whole document, he asked for my opinion and i felt really happy that he was interested in what i had to say.

now how i just wish i could rediscover the enthusiasm i used to had when i'm reading those bloody contract law cases now. !^&@!$%#&

seriously... 70 over pages of judgements for just one case. don't you think the judges really need to reduce the amount of things that they have to say? aren't they busy men with other important things to do? haven't they heard of the phrase 'get to the point'? -whines

save me!!!!!

2005-10-17T02:33:00.000+10:00

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lee隻post係送比你的>w<
嘩卡卡!

唔眼訓...
超悶中

布卡好q!
細細粒,係咁跳跳...
q死人啦!

無聊中...

2005-10-12T02:52:00.000+10:00

isn't it weird how you sometimes managed to find new friends in the most unexpected place and time?

how you knew of each other but would have never talked if it wasn't for some weird twist of fate that brought you two together...

yet it's ironic that we will never meet in person.
but it's comforting to know that you will always be there.

sometimes life likes to play tricks on us.

2005-10-10T23:54:00.000+10:00

cute picture of the day by meiyin.

so cute and funny! 0.0

2005-10-08T23:04:00.000+10:00

CRIMINAL LAW B LAW3302
25/10/2005
02:30 PM
2400
02:00 hours

CONTRACT B LAW2102
27/10/2005
09:30 AM
1349
03:00 hours

TORTS B LAW2202
04/11/2005
02:30 PM
G172
02:30 hours

LAW IN SOCIETY LAW1102
10/11/2005
09:30 AM
G390
02:00 hours

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why the long breaks in between???
why can they just let me get it over with??? -whines

2005-10-07T19:42:00.000+10:00

i always feel like a little kid in a candy shop whenever i'm in general pants co.[melb central].

one teaspoon, tsubi, m-one-11, keds, converse, stussy, insight...

it's like my one-stop shopping paradise.
can't get enough of it!

2005-10-07T01:17:00.000+10:00

FF12 --> end of june/early july 2006

trailers here

woooooohoooooooooo!

2005-09-29T01:05:00.000+10:00

been sitting so long trying to finish up my torts' assignment till my butt hurts like hell. -whines

straight law students always get the worse due date for assignments. 2 assignments due on the first day of school. -sobs

i'm actually starting to worry about LIS. it's uncomprehendable, boring and just plain hard. i don't wanna fail LIS! i just wanna get it over with!!! -wails

this holiday sucks. i have more work than my normal school days. i like studying law but i hate the assignments. they can't give assignments with breaks in between, it has to be all at one go.

complain complain complain. that's all i'm going to do until LIS and torts are over. -sighs

i miss my high school days. assignment was as easy as ABC, exams were easier since we could cheat and holidays literally meant holiday not days-off-from-school-so-you-can-finish-2-bloody-long-assignments.

/.\ off to do my assigment again.

oh ya, $8 movies at crown and bourke st. caught sky high --> 6/10

2005-09-23T23:58:00.000+10:00

happy birthday baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >3<

thanks for being always there for me and being able to stand my temper. while i want to wax lyrical about you, i think you know what i feel for you deep down and that is enough. love you lots!

2005-09-20T17:04:00.000+10:00

it's a pain walking pass the campus centre these few days with the election going on. you get harassed and stopped by those campaigners and leaflets are thrust into your face every few seconds.

got stopped once cuz i was too nice to ignore her and just walked away. /.
now everytime i pass that place, i have their leaflets handy so that they will think i have been stopped by them before and if they still do stop me, i can just say i have already heard what they wanted to say. see? leaflets in hand = stopped by you!

works like charm everytime!

2005-09-19T04:07:00.000+10:00

used my credit card today to buy a limited edition nike shoes. thought it would be nice of me to inform my dad that his daughter just splashed out AUD$170 on a pair of shoes so i sms-ed him. being the lazy girl i'm, i sent the sms without checking for any typo. as luck would have it, i typed 'i bought a shoe today'... - -

my dad sms-ed back, 'why would you buy just one shoe??'
0.o

so i said i meant i bought a pair of shoes and he sent back, 'oh, so you meant it in plural not singular!'

haha! my dad is getting cuter. he never would have played sms with me. he must be really bored in kl now. he asked if i needed him to buy anything from kl. but i felt bad for using the credit card so i declined. ^^v

2005-09-16T01:00:00.000+10:00

AC is the greatest ever!!!!!! it's even better than the movies that hollywood comes out with! i love SE so so much!!!! i worship them now. -bows

i wanted to write a detailed review but i don't think i can top the one written by mei yin, so i'm not goin to bother. those who want spoilers and a good read can just go to her blog. i'm just goin to write about what i think. which is goin to sound very very much like a fan girl obsessed with nothing but cloud and hot guys. you will be confronted with the words 'hot' and 'sexy' so many times you will just want to ask me to shut up. hahaha!!!

you have been warned!! and some SPOILERS ahead!!!

PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!

firstly, the important issue.....

vincent is hot, reno is so hot, kadaj is hotter and cloud is the hottest!!!!
the entire movie is overloaded with hot sexy males!!!!! -drools

and personally, i think tifa looks absolutely gorgeous in AC. not to mention how she kicks Loz's ass in the church scene. although i still love aerith to bits and the fact she's always there by cloud's side. it's so sweet and at the same time, so sad. it makes me wanna cry and hug cloud, seeing how much he misses her. it's so heartbreaking!!!!!

the fight scenes were awesome!!! although tifa v loz looks like something out of the matrix. but cloud v kadaj + sephy was the best!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! i could just die from sexiness overload from cloud during that scene. so muscular, so swift, so smooth, so hot, so sexy!!!! the bahamut v everyone else was great too! i love how they all managed to help each other out in the nick of time. and when i saw THAT hand, THAT bangle, THAT infamous scene, i went crazy!!! it was like the limit break for cloud!!!!

oh.... how i wanted to cry when kadaj died... i felt so sorry for him and seeing how weak and helpless and not to mention HOT, when he was lying in cloud's arm. -SOB!!!

at the end when cloud saw aerith and zack at the church, i was close to tears. seeing aerith's face for the first time in the whole movie was overwhelming. she looked so beautiful and radiant. and when cloud smile that lovely smile of his, i went weak at the knees. he's so cute, sexy, hot, handsome, droolworthy, huggable and not to mention just bloody HOT!!!

don't forget to watch after the credit for more cloud hotness!!!

i can't believe after the loooooooooooong wait, AC is finally here and over with. but i can't wait to re-watch it over and over and over again!!!! and i will buy the australian edition when it comes out in oct-dec!!! i need my cloud!!!!

SE!!!! give me something else to look forward too!!!!

2005-09-13T17:14:00.000+10:00

ADVENT CHILDREN HAS BEEN LEAKED ON THE NET SINCE SUNDAY NIGHT!!!!!

all hail hong kong's forum boards. they have so many links for download. the authencity of the some links is still to be questioned though.

baby is downloading it now!!! 23% when i left for uni.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be the correct link.
if not, i'm going to hunt down mei yin and demand all her links!

i cannot wait!!!!!
i'm going to watch the downloaded version and then buy the original disc from play-asia cuz i just am so not gonna get enough of cloud!

on a totally non-ff note, bec, gimme a call if things still aren't goin well k? worried about you. -huggles

2005-09-10T23:28:00.000+10:00

我需要你個時你去左邊?
點解次次要我搵你先?
你有冇放過我在心?
點解我咁撚介意?

~~忽你,攪到我咁...~~
我好愛你,你知嗎?

listening　to: 楊千嬅 - 我的醉愛

[我開始聽d中文愛情歌時,就可以睇得出我幾有問題...]

2005-09-10T02:53:00.000+10:00

baby's taking his summer course.
i'm going back for my summer holidays.

why is it always like that?

i can imagine how he will feel. it's depressing to be left alone; alone in the house with no company, alone when going to buy the groceries, alone when eating, alone when coming back home, alone during christmas and new year...

i don't wanna go back.
but i don't have a valid reason not to.

the only solution i can think of now is to extend my stay here after the exams and shorten my holiday.

but it wont be enough, will it?

2005-09-09T01:14:00.000+10:00

my deepest condolences to chrys' dear companion, jacky chai, who passed away tonight. or was it last night? nevertheless, i will miss seeing her when i drop by your house in the future.

seriously chrys, when i glanced at your msg, i thought someone died. someone meaning a person. - -"

"jacky chai passed away yesterday(?) night..."

but a dog is still a human life and she was there for you your whole life (i'm starting to talk crap), so i thought "why not write her a nice condolence message?" ^^v

on a happier note, LIS group assignment is over! yeah!!!!!!!!! the report we did was seriously thick and intidimating. i would estimate it to be over 60 pages long. imagine all the work that went into it... thank god it's ~~friday~~ over!

2005-09-07T17:37:00.000+10:00

you dissapoint me sometimes. i'm at my wits end trying to find a way to make you understand. it's annoying, it's tiring and it makes me emotionally unstable. why can't you ever learn?

><

2005-09-06T14:25:00.000+10:00

i'm totally addicted to wake me up when september ends. it's so overplayed on the radio, so un-green dayish but it's such a sweet song.

not to mention helena. i reckon that has gotta be the best song of 2005 so far. watched the mtv vma performance? bloody brilliant.

walking dead... chester's voice is TO. DIE. FOR!

switchfoot is another obssesion of mine. i spent one whole month tracking down the name of their song dare you to move. i always hear it on the radio and see it on mtv and managed to miss the name. new single, stars .

so pimping out these songs. they might not be the latest song but they are those that you can listen to forever and not get sick of.

EDIT
what's the worst thing i could say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight

well, if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight

can you hear me
are you near me
can we pretend
to leave and then
we'll meet again, when both our cars collide

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2005-09-05T21:57:00.000+10:00

just 3 more days... 3 more days... and the LIS assingment is over!

then the negotiation module starts. ><
i hope my partner is nice and not spastic about every single detail.

btw chrys, tell me how the charity dinner went k?
interested to know if the rumour is true or not since my mom wasnt even sure about it herself. not to mention the fact that she's too darn lazy to go!

2005-09-02T14:09:00.000+10:00

another group meeting this sunday. yippee! at hannah's house no less. not to mention at 3.30pm. what the hell... are we planning to go for group dinner after that???

i don't even want to think about how am i going to come out of the meeting alive and with my sanity intact. group meeting is hell. they are all alright if you know them individually but when they come together, i feel like throwing myself down from menzies building.

the only people worth knowing in that group is probably jacqui and edward.

as if i haven't had enough non-individual assignments to deal with, there's the negotiation module coming up.

woke up, checked my email to find out that some phil guy emailed me to fix a time for meeting up. aaarrgghhh... at least this one is one to one. it's seriously annoying to be the only international student in one whole group of locals who think they are up there.

which made me realized some thing... the above 2 persons named worth knowing, one of them isn't a local(from poland if i remember correctly). see my point? -sighs

2005-08-31T17:01:00.000+10:00

the story unfolds like this....

dad's rotary club is having another charity dinner sometime soon. mom told me the most expensive table is RM10,000 per table and the cheapest is RM2000. - -" she said dad and his friends are inviting this year's(?) miss hong kong over, cue the ridiculously expensive price. so i thought "who the hell would wanna pay so bloody much to see miss hk when you can see them on the tv?"

so i didn't give it any thought.

then chrys msn-ed me last night asking me about it.

chrys: i heard your dad's rotary club is having another charity dinner and they invited koo tin lok and daniel wu...

OMGWHATTHEFUCKOMGOMGWTFBLOODYHELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see the name in bold???
(i have to blame my baby for making me like daniel. he updates me on his news and reminds me that he is better looking and a better actor than edison all the time. makes me watch his movie too. - -")

this better be just a rumour!
cuz if it's true, dad better be ready to fly me back for that bloody dinner or he better think of a better compensation for the loss and emotional truama that i'm going through now.

thank god my dad's club didn't invite people like blink 182, chester bennington or johnny deep or i would pay for my own airfare to fly back home without even giving it a thought.

now i just gotta wait till saturday when i call my mom and ask her about it.

2005-08-30T17:42:00.000+10:00

so michelle's mom is dino... now we know, ethan.

we sure didn't expect it to be him, did we? and we were scrutinizing the language used and just laughing at the pure silliness of it.

anyway, thanks for helping out with my 'overflowing' powerpoint! i'm so lucky to have a friend who knows his way around the computer and owns a 3G phone!

bless the wonders of video call!

2005-08-27T04:05:00.000+10:00

after almost 2 years in melbourne, tonight was the first time that i went to the cinema in chinatown. not that village cinemas or whatever it is called. the one showing cantonese movies. it was not as bad as i thought it would be.

caught the new movie starring miriam yeung and daniel wu. if i remembered correctly, the name of the movie is drink, drank, drunk. - -" quite a stupid name, if you ask me.

on a totally unrelated note, i have a sunday meeting!!!!! woohoooo!!! i'm so BLOODY excited!!! can you just feel the excitement running through my veins??? i can't wait to catch up with them outside of school!!! what an enjoyable day it would be!!!
(if you don't get it, all of the above are sarcasm-laced sentences)

seriously, it's not the meeting with them or the fact it's sunday that agitates me. it's the fact that one wants to go to melbourne uni to meet, another wants to go QV, another wants to go to her workplace but yet no one has confirmed where we are meeting. and also the fact cuz i still feel awkward around them. ><

2005-08-24T17:15:00.000+10:00

people come to the comp lab to do research and i come to blog. 0.o
at least i enjoy my time here, with my trusty launchcast radio and a bag of red rock deli chips. yum...

you know it's tuesday and wednesday when i update my blog. nowadays i'm too lazy to blog that often at home.

random blogging... trying to past time till 6pm.

does anyone know how to unlock the 3G phone??? any help is greatly appreciated.

easily pissed off these days. pms-ing? -sighs

daddy!!!!!! your daughter here is broke!!! i only have a 2 figure sum in my bank account now. ><

bored! bloody bored! when i'm bored, i start to swear. bad habit of mine.

hungry too!!!!

where is my paypal expanded number and jeans??? i hate to wait. i'm Miss Impatient. i hate waiting, waiting in queues, things to arrive by post, class to end, someone to get to the point.... generally just a habit of mine that pisses everyone around me off. maybe i should note it down as a part of me that i need to change. in addition to not waste money on clothes that i don't wear, don't lose my temper so easily, be less agitated over small matters, stop swearing, less chocolate consumption and... i dono... you tell me...

i wonder if i can buy the original dvd version of ff7:advent children over the net. in japanese with english subtitles, might i add. i bloody hate anime that has been dubbed into english or any other language for that matter. don't get me started on anime in bahasa malaysia or mandarin. it's fucking anime, for god's sake. it's supposed to be in japanese!!!

i think today's post is bound to piss a few people off. /o
randomness is the theme of today!

listening to: incubus - make a move

2005-08-23T13:18:00.000+10:00

beckie and ethan are making me feel nostalgic. ><

wanna go back to relieve my childhood once more. i miss the carefree life we shared where didn't need to worry about anything, guys and schoolwork included. it was just a bunch of friends having fun.

i still remember me,belinda and jien screaming the neighbourhood down in front of bec's house. i still remember going to ethan's house and getting creeped out by the lizards there. i remembered the last year of primary school where we rebel cuz we knew it was now or never; waxing the floor with candle, throwing people's book down from the 2nd floor, talking back to teachers, the guys in our class flipping girls' skirts with a flick of a shirt...

we were the worst prefects, weren't we?? i pretty much suck as the head prefect. i even got my badge confiscated. what a disgrace! hahaha... and i had 2 prefects under me that got fired!!! -hides in shame

didn't we had stupid little quotes that we would write in each other's book? what were the books called, i don't remember. but i do remember those chessy quotes!

we sure had fun. and i'm glad that you guys are my friends till now. i guess some things will never change.

listening to: walking dead - DJ Z-Trip feat Chester Bennington <-- drools!!!

wondering if i will ever see you again

i'll take your love
i'll take your hate
i'll take your desire

i'll take the world
when it turns on you
i'll set it on fire

i'll take your heart
i'll take your pain

i'll bring you to life

2005-08-22T23:27:00.000+10:00

dex's msn nick ↓

another day,
another night,
another year,
another smile,
another lie,
another tear...

so true...

2005-08-21T00:22:00.000+10:00

look at the stars
look how they shine for you
and everything you do

mr. mak, you will always be remembered

2005-08-18T19:57:00.000+10:00

this is what happens when i'm left alone with a camera phone and too much spare time on my hands. 0.o

2005-08-18T07:58:00.000+10:00

still wide awake although i'm starting to resemble a panda now. 0.o

just watched hillary duff's wake up video. why does she look eerily like a failed clone of avril lavigne in her punk get-up? and why does the first verse of the lyrics to that song sounds like what lindsay lohan is singing about in rumours?? aahh... never mind....

i still love green day even though so many people criticize them for selling out. just what does selling out means? why is a band labelled a sell-out when they start to appeal to the mainstream? so are punk bands like green day, blink 182 or weezer supposed to just be listened to by a group of people who think they are punk enough to listen to them?? who actually draws the line between when a supposedly sell-out actually does becomes a sell-out? isn't it supposed to be judged by the quality of what they are coming out with instead of the fact that they are now on MTV and not MTV2?
just some things i wanna get off my chest...

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listening to: hawthorne heights - ohio is for lovers

2005-08-17T17:53:00.000+10:00

one word: DAMMIT!
no idea?

second word: Beckie!!
third word: Taylor!!!

best of you. monkey wrench.
familiar???

mommy is leaving me alone. -wails

2005-08-16T17:00:00.000+10:00

fried rice is nice, satay is nicer, laksa is the nicest!

yuwa wei is terribly confusing. i know it's not her fault that the lecture notes aren't online but i realized that i cannot live without her overheads and john's printouts during her lectures. god save me!!! i have no idea what she was saying half the time.

i look like this during the whole lecture ---> -.-"

this is the first time that i actually have to listen back to the lectures online when i actually did attend the lecture in person. double -.-"

launchcast radio is playing SONG 2!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh how i love that song and how txai jien hated that bloody song. i would played it for her to piss her and damn, did she got pissed. haha!!

and to my friend who said american hi-fi is a new band. DOH!!! they have been around since 2001.

listening to: my chemical romance - helena

2005-08-12T18:29:00.000+10:00

i just had to post this before starting my LIS project which i had put off the whole day. taken from mei yin's site.

FF7 advent children's trailer!!!!!!!!!!!!
think you have seen it all before???
bet you haven't seen this new old trailer!! the quality is to die for!!!!!!! watch this new one and the old one and you know what i mean. never have i seen animated character so real, so life-like. just looking at cloud........... -starts drooling like a mad women

download it here !!!!

2005-08-10T16:49:00.000+10:00

it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody cold today!!!!!! what is wrong with the inconsistency in the weather??? rain, cold, warm, windy, rain, cold and more rain. #$^@Q%$@% expecially hates it when it rains after my 8pm class!!!

we had a billy bob thornton look-a-like philosophy lecturer to teach us ethics today. very funny fellow with a penchant for multiple deaths situation.

yes la... azzad la... you make me say la all the time la. even john realizes it la!! all your fault la!! hahahaha....

enjoying my banana and almond muffin (that's my lunch><) in the comp lab. love this lab, the one on 4th floor of the law library. very quiet and never full. it would be scary to be alone here at night though.

bored bored bored. 1 hour and 10 minutes before my 6pm lecture. ><~

my law in society group is over-enthuastic!!! they wanna hold group meetings in group members' houses on sunday!!!! WTF!!!!!! i barely know them, not very into the idea of them coming over to my house. i'm the odd one out, the only chinese in the group. i feel nervous in voicing out my opinions. to me, it's always more intidimating when everyone else is a local and they seem to click well with each other cuz they aren't the 'international student'. sheesh... nice name we've got there. the 'international students'. - -"

so not looking forward to our group meeting later at 7pm. see??? even our group meeting is held at ridiculous time!!!!

not to mention that i'm the only one who is not working.
"who's working on sunday?" "you? what time do you have free then?" "oh, i can apply for sunday off" "i'm busy on friday!"
which then leads to me...
"ermmm.... i'm free on thursday, friday, saturday and sunday"
don't i sound like a lazy ass who's not working for my own dosh. - -"

-sighs.... i don't like law in society anymore!! ><

beckie!!! fix your host!!!! miss you and your ramblings. >3<

2005-08-08T14:05:00.000+10:00

azzad brings out the "lah"s in me.

but it's less stressful trying to speak to him and the other malaysians/singaporeans cuz i don't have to worry about my manglish popping up in our conversations. gets nerve-wrecking at times to maintain good proper english when i'm excited about the things i'm talking about. that's when i start to chatter non-stop as if i was high on air. 0.o

although my local friends has helped me improve if no less, maintain my english considering cantonese has become my mother tongue here. - -" it can be funny trying out the new aussie slangs that i learned when talking to them eg "you dodgy fellow, don't chuck my stuff of the table." haha...

2005-08-06T20:59:00.000+10:00

me and my baby with my cute lil' teddy bear that he bought.

mom warned me about taking public transports. said that melbourne might be the next target for terrorists. so i told her what wyn's friend's dad did(thinking of buying her a car to avoid taking public transports) and whether it was possible for her and daddy to do the same. no points in guessing what she said... - -"

her solution instead?
1. go down to the city less. which leads to...
2. avoid places with lotsa and she emphazised LOTSSS of people (does that includes uni? she said no)
3. this is goin to sound discriminating but to avoid sitting in the same carriage with middle eastern people with huge duffel bags/backpack (sorry if anyone is offended!!!)

which kinda lead me to think, what if it was a westerner with a big duffel bag? no one would care. but if it was some arab dude boarding a bus with a bag that's bulging in all direction, he would probably be pounced upon by inspecters in an instance. it's sad what those few terrorist did damaged the image of middle eastern people as a whole. what a screwed up world we live in today.

the downfall of our society is happening right in front of our eyes.

2005-08-02T17:18:00.000+10:00

see that little comment button at the end of the post? that's for you, beckie. hahaha... wanted to save you the trouble from typing a new post whenever you want to reply me. aren't i a good daughter?? >3<

no 2 men, beckie. just one lovely baby in my life.
it was never meant to be the moment i said "konichiwa". there's no way i will lead a life saying "namae-wa nikki-san. anata-wa cho kawaii-des" or "baka!!!" everyday to cover up what was false.

a lie that went too far and spilt into reality does not make it real. it still is a lie and just a beautiful daydream.

2005-08-01T22:20:00.000+10:00

why does so many people remind me of you? - -"

都冇同你傾左咁耐
但睇到d人好似見返你咁...

2005-07-30T18:52:00.000+10:00

ethan chan hin ching! this is not called "fat hao", it's what i prefer to call enjoying one of god's creation to the fullest. see? sounds way better this way. damn you. hahaha...

on a totally unrelated note, i smell of coconut candy courtesy of body shop body butter in coconut. very lovely smell... i smell good enough to eat. although my baby hates it cuz whenever i smother myself with it, i stick my hand inches away from his nose and demand "smell my hand. do i smell nice? do i? smell!!" haha...

2005-07-28T16:27:00.000+10:00

it has been a long time since i have seen a guy and went 'shit! fuck! OMG!' and today i had the privilege to experience that long-lost feeling again. took one look at him and a double glance was definately needed. it was more like 'shit! fuck! bloody hot!' and drools. haha...

beckie should be very clear of my weakness for skater-punk guys who manages to look as if they don't give a flying fuck about anything in the world. how their baggy pants hang so loosely yet snug enough to not fall off, how their eyes have that i-know-i'm-cool-but-i-have-better-things-to-care-about look, how they pull off their out-of-bed hair, how their look so bloody hot with their hoodie pulled up, how they walk as if they world revolves around them... god, i could go on and on for days. 0.o

don't get me wrong, i still love my baby very very much but there is nothing wrong in having an eye candy. something that i learnt from nur and nish. but it's true. eye candy are just harmless fun. -grins.

2005-07-27T19:32:00.000+10:00

new online game, new obsession...
at least the english name of this doesn't sound as downright stupid as my previous obsession, 魔力(crossgate). this time around this game is called 飛天(dream of mirror). although it does kinda proves that when people come out with online games in taiwan/china, they never bother to think of an english name that is not only catchy but logical!! not goin to put japan in that category even though they were the one who came up with crossgate cuz they bloody have final fantasy and that makes them GOD!!!! haha...

speaking of online games, this will mean i will prob be chatting lesser on msn unless you're beckie, chrys or dino! i always have time for the first 2 but the latter one... what can i say? haha!!! dino, dino.... i think i'm getting on his nerves too often!! haha... me still sayang you like my '妹妹', you know?? >3<

2005-07-25T21:14:00.000+10:00

再見魔力，哈佬飛天!!

boy,魔魔,神神...
下次一定有機會再見ge~
唔係魔力見就hk見吧~^^
弓手完成樹海同解放,魔c 112lv,1lv艾8...
要做d野都做晒吧~
你地玩得開心d~+油唷!
最多掛住你地個時開魔力見返~cc

一齊飛天?

2005-07-23T16:51:00.000+10:00

i miss my mom's cooking
i miss lounging in the living room watching mtv
i miss driving around when i'm bored
i miss out with my friends for drinks and movies
i miss arguing with jason on who should drive
i miss goin to chrys' house for mahjong
i miss picking up the phone, hearing chrys and dino's voice
i miss the sunday breakkie and dinner i have with my parents
i miss having to dodge my dog's sniffing whenever i reach home
i miss screaming at my dogs to come back home
i miss waiting for the postman and newspaper boy to arrive
i miss lying in my bed, refusing to wake up until my mom knocks
i miss shopping with my mom and having her pay
i miss the ice kacang at wishbone
i miss dad bringing me to buffet at hyatt
i miss opening the fridge, knowing mom has stocked up on junk
i miss the 0.1 cents sms compared to god knows how much here
i miss the cheap and authentic food
i miss the smell of home...

i don't miss the heat
i don't miss the illegal immigrants
i don't miss the dogs howling when i'm just about to fall asleep
i don't miss not having red rock deli chips and subway for snack
i don't miss the unfriendly salespeople who tail you like a dog
i don't miss the terrible shopping kk has to offer
i don't miss the fake smile i have to put on when meeting friends
i don't miss my 56k internet connection
i don't miss not being able to go out at 5am
i don't miss not being able to come back at 5am
i don't miss the boring day and night life
i don't miss the censorship on tv, radio and the movies
i don't miss having to report to my mom where i'm goin
i don't miss not having the freedom i have in melb...

2005-07-23T02:07:00.000+10:00

i can't seem to let go off things. i hold onto all memories dearly and stubbornly refuse to forget them. forgive and forget, that phrase does not exist in my dictionary. forgive, i might but forget, i never.

it can be a good thing but in the long run, i guess it could be unwise of me to do so. with memories that brings smile to my face, i hope to cherish them forever. with past hurt and pain, i wish to push them away from my mind, never remembering about them. and that is why i have a problem.

revenge might be sweet but dwelling on it will screw you up bad.

not forgetting little things like my dislike for saying goodbye because i can't let go. i never liked goodbyes. there is an air of finality about them. i like having something to look forward too.

i'm don't like leaving a country when i'm there on vacation, i don't like saying goodbye to my friends when we graduate and i don't like selling my crossgate account just because i don't wanna play anymore.

i don't like all of them because i know the story ends there and then and there's no more room for a sequel.

i can't let all these things go. i like having them nearby to be able to glance at them, to know that they are still there even if they were things as trivial as a picture or price tag.

maybe that explains why i have so much rubbish at home. 0.o

all these just because i can't let go, can't bear to cast away inanimate things and thoughts but perfectly capable of moving on from relationships as if a wave has just wash it all away.

weird minds work in weird ways.

2005-07-22T01:26:00.000+10:00

my baby seems to have great taste in girl's clothes. (i'm not trying to boast here. hehe) went to the surf dive and ski shop in qv and 2 sale girls compliment me on the stussy knit sweater(that my baby told me to by)that i was wearing. and i got complimented before when wearing it. so now whenever i buy clothes, i ask him "is this nice?" and "do you like it?"

speaking of that 2 salegirls, one of them was soooooooo friendly. while waiting for joein's friend to try on clothes, she came up to me and started talking to me about pocahontas. a while later she came back and we had a conversation that revolved around house of wax and sin city. then at flinder's st station, someone called out to me and what do you know, it was that salesgirl again. started to talk about clubbing with her. hahaha... such coincidence. my baby said i should have ask for her number. guys... - -"

anyway, i finally succumbed and bought harry potter and the half-blood prince. no spoilers please!!!! not done reading it yet. for the first time since i bought a book and i'm trying to take my time. no rush.

why you might ask?
(i finished the previous HP book in less than 7 hours and in that 7 hours i was in school for 5 hours. cue a lot of sneak reading in classes and speed reading during breaks. ^^v)

the answer is........

cuz it cost me $34 for that bloody book. there is no way in this world that i'm goin to waste my $34=RM102 in less than a day!!!! i'm going to wring every bit of that RM102 out of that book even if it kills me doin it. call me cheapskate, i don't care!! haha...

2005-07-19T22:03:00.000+10:00

baby's at crown with joein and his friends. poor me has to stay at home cuz i finish lectures only at 8pm. -cries. but it's ok,i get to save money. but baby just told me that joein won over 90 dollars on the slot machines. lucky bastard.

anyway, my law in society lecturer left me speechless today. me and brian was in class when this girl in semi-punk style dressing(skinny straight leg black jeans + rock star belt + black sleevelss sweater + white collared-shirt), blonde hair with black streaks all gel up(reminiscnet of wyn's hair)with the right front side of her head shaved walked in. then we saw that in her hands were the reading guides and notes and both of us went "OMG!!! she's our lecturer??"

she's so cool.... haha... and i didn't fall asleep in lecture!

but the time seriously sucks. 6-8pm and 6-7pm. terrible!!!!

2005-07-19T00:37:00.000+10:00

first day of sem 2!!!! met a new friend, qilla. she seems quite cool. 0.o

joein and his hk/tawainese(?) friend is staying over at our house for 6 days. spring cleaned my house just for them. gave them one of my blankie too. at least the house will be merrier now. too bad they came at a bad time i.e first week of school. should only be able to bring them around melb on thurs.

off to watch more movies on joein's laptop! catching up on those hk movies that i have missed including the really crappy one starring fiona and i'm-jacky-chan's-son-so-i-am-an-actor/singer/model. terrible movie,i tell you.

2005-07-16T18:44:00.000+10:00

1 credit, 2 pass and.....................................

1 NS!!!!

N=fail, S=supplementary exam granted

∴ NS=failed but with supplementary exam granted!!!

supp exams in january!!! prob means i have to cut short my holiday to come back here. at least i have angel and bryan taking the supp exam too. did everyone i know failed crim law? seriously, it seems everyone i asked is taking that supp exam.

can you believe my credit is for contract law? my worst and most hated law subject. when i told mom, she was like "what? contract law? i thought it was your worst subject!" beats me... - -"

school's starting on monday!!! -sighs. no more sleeping, eating and gaming all day. hope i'm able to wake up for classes. 0.o

2005-07-14T01:37:00.000+10:00

my timetable is a messier mess. haha... itchy hands toyed with it and i'm back to where i was. lectures on mon - wed with classes all crammed together. not really though, i start school at an average of 12pm everyday. haha!

i'm nervous and i'm scared.
i'm worried about you. even though it's not a big deal, but it's still something not out the ordinary. i guess it proves to me something i have been in denial about...

i do care for you.

2005-07-13T18:28:00.000+10:00

my timetable is a mess. i have classes on tuesday to friday just cuz i'm being stubborn for wanting kwame for contract. that's cuz he's good, he gives all the notes before lectures and i don't have to bother copying anything down. but by choosing him, i still have my tues and wed 6-7.30pm lectures!! wtf!! can't he choose another time?? if i didn't choose him, i can have classes on mon - wed only. however, it will be crammed and i have to attend lectures with lecturers i don't know and also i finish class on 8pm on tuesday. been weighing the pros and cons for an hour or so before settling on kwame and therefore 4 days of lectures. -sigh... i hate the timetable!!

and before i forget, my dear friend who's goin to be hospitalized soon for a minor surgery, i wish you the best of luck and get well soon!!!! will be thinking about you the whole time. hope that you know that if i was there, i would definately be by your side the whole time. ^^

2005-07-09T05:50:00.000+10:00

there was a time long, long ago in a galaxy far, far away when i listened to boy bands. GASP!!!! how horrifying!!! yes, i admit it. >< i, nikki kah, used to listen to backstreet boys, n'sync and what not. embarassing but true.

i still remember goin to jien's house with beckie and watch mtv in hope of catching a glimpse of backstreet boys. haha! it was a blast actually. i remember doin lots of stupid things in jien's house. including watch species and that movie with neve campbell and denise richards. was what it called? we couldn't stop laughing during the sex scenes. 0.o
anyway, back to the point...

all these served to haunt me now. haha! but then i was save from the immortal sin of idolizing boy bands and being banished to boy band hell where i would be force to hear boy bands sing their hits over and over again and i have to scream their names and faint every milliseconds when they glance over at my direction.

who was my saviour, you ask? fear not, it's the punk/brit rock bandwagon!!! i was a bit slow to realize it was roaring past me but i was luckily quick enough to hitch a ride on it. and yes, i have decided to make that bandwagon my permanent home!!

it was the year 1997 when blur came out with their self-titled album with the 2 singles that will always be my fav songs' list, beetlebum and song 2. totally bowled me over and change my whole perspective on the music industry. boy bands? to hell with 'em!! i wanna be a punk chick! haha!!

from the loud noisy rockers (korn, deftones, nine inch nails) to the punk HOT rockers (blink 182 [travis!! marry me!! haha!] , green day, foo fighters) to the mellower emo dudes (jimmy eat world, dashboard confessionals, the starting line), i love them all!

THANK GOD for them!!!

p/s blink 182 fans!! go check out motion city soundtrack's 2nd album commit this to memory, produced by mark hoppus. great stuff!!

2005-07-07T17:50:00.000+10:00

was browsing through my links when i stumbled onto mei yin's deviantart site. she is incredible! went clicking around her site and found another deviantart site. WOW!!! i wish i had her talents. i love her prints so much that one of it is my desktop wallpaper now. go browse around if you guys have the time. really worth taking a look.

finally gotten my work visa done with. took just one day for them to approve it, just like what they said on the website. haven't told my dad that i used the credit card to apply for it though.

made mango jelly again!! i'm fattening myself!! ><~

i have a love-hate relationship (love-hate relationship not given its' literal meaning here, just metaphorically speaking only) with him. no, not my baby. 魔魔!! one minute, that bastard annoys me so much and the next minute, he comes to me cuz he's piss of with someone. then we start bitching about that someone. 臭boy is another person where we can't decide whether we wanna be nice to each other or just piss one another off. we tk(team kill) for fun so much that it's a norm now. but they are still my buddies. >3<
the 3 of us + my baby = 魔鬼櫻丫希(fcuk!) haha...

2005-07-07T00:48:00.000+10:00

see that little banner on the left hand side corner near the bottom? click on it and go sign the petition to reduce poverty. it's for a good cause. spare a thought for the poor, won't you? ^^

2005-07-06T03:43:00.000+10:00

can you believe that i just woke up? - -" my sleeping pattern is screwed up. didn't sleep a wink last night till 1pm today. woke up at 7pm for korean bbq at clayton. yum! haha! then came back home and slept until now!!! and i thought karen was over the top. now i'm like her. haha... even 臭boy was saying that i'm messed up and when school start i will have a very big problem. no kidding. - -"

me wanna eat chocholate!!! so so so addicted to chocolate after the max brennar visit with ethan and bec. i can live on chocolate, i tell you. breakfast, lunch and dinner of chocolate will be heaven to me. then i will be a big fat piggy so that's out of the question! vain, i can't help it!! haha...

speaking of chocolate, snickers and mars bars were all recalled due to contamination in vic a few days ago! so be careful ar! no snickers and mars till it's safe to consume them.

i want chocolate!! bec, how was the chocolate that you bought for your boyboy? nice? so expensive but so exquisite! haha... i'm so dragging baby to the city for chocolate this weekend. any chocolate is fine with me. cadbury, darrel lea, lindt's, hershey's, WHATEVER! as long as it's chocolate and edible!

charlie and the chocolate factory!!! haha... i'm beginning to be stupid. i don't like that story at all but i love the chocolate factory. imagine rows and rows of tress made from candy and a river flowing with chocolate. sigh........ paradise~ haha! and i think johnny depp is hot! so out of the point. -grins

i think i should stop my rambling. making myself crave for it more. 0.o

2005-07-04T02:34:00.000+10:00

try the piggy personality test here. taken from wyn's site.

don't laugh at my pig yar! i know my drawing sucks!

2005-07-03T07:31:00.000+10:00

i guess i'm lucky to have friends that have stayed with me all these years. i used to be quite finicky when it comes to choosing my best friends. i wasn't the type who would make the first move. but once the awkward first introduction is over, i open up and let everything out.

in primary school, i changed best friends every year. i guess you could say it was a case of familarity breeding contempt. but it was in my primary school years that i made 2 best friends that continue to be the 2 persons that i trust most even though we are not what you call "best friends" now. we have our own group of friends, we don't hang out all the time but when we meet up, we still have lots and lots to talk about without any awkward silences in between. it's the bond that we have before that makes everything so easy to fit into place whenever we are together.

in my high school years, i made more friends that i'm still stuck with now, in a good way. we gossip together, we go out together when i'm back in kk and we know what each other are up to. we might have our differences and piss each other off at times, but in the end, we still forgive and forget. they keep me grounded and sane when i start to think that i'm alone in this world.

last year, i met the wildest bunch of friends i could ever have. i had the best time with them and we did the stupidest and outrageous things. when we were together, we stuck together and no one could hurt any of us. it's sad that we have all gone our own ways but i still love them to bits.

then there is my baby, my best friend in the whole wide world. i let my guard down when i'm with him and i trust him with all my heart. we have been through so much together that it feels weird when he's not around. he knows what i'm thinking even when i don't say it out. he knows what makes me happy and what pisses me off. i guess you could say i'm content with the way things are.

come to think of it, there are still 2 persons who brighten up my day like never before. they make me laugh all the time, they are willing to go all the way to help me when i need help and they are my gossip and bitching partners. the purity of our friendship is the simplicity of it. there's nothing that we ask for from each other but it's the things we give that surpass it all.

they are not all perfect but they all are like little jigsaw pieces that complete my life. ^^

2005-07-01T20:01:00.000+10:00

watched war of the worlds and spent more money today. whooopee! - -" what a bloody productive holiday. i swear, i'm goin to go broke before this holiday ends. should have went back to kk and save myself some money.

me still wanna buy a number of things eg
1. tsubi grey lean bean jeans
2. lv keppall cherise (spell?)
3. the kinki gerlinki sweater i saw on ebay
4. one teaspoon's pleated mini

war of the worlds was good. the theory was a bit unexpected but it was great. (SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!) however, i would love to know how robbie managed to not die when almost everyone at the farmhouse was either dead/caught. - -" not complaining though, he's quite cute. 0.o haha!

me having weird dreams lately. involving a few people that i shouldn't be dreaming about considering that i have only met them a few times/never met them. very confusing. it's a bit weird dreaming about someone and seeing their face in the dream when you have never seen them before in person. it just gives you a new perspective of that person that is probably not right to begin with.

but i do admit i have been enjoying my sleep to the max. sleep at 5am, wake up at 6pm almost everyday. told baby that it has been quite some time since i have seen sunlight. - -" he's worse though. he sleeps at 5am and wakes up at 10-ish. where does he get his energy?!??!

2005-06-29T20:01:00.000+10:00

short note to beckie!
come live with me and you will get breakfast in bed! haha... or ask daddy to cook for you.

watching bb now. @@ haha... i'm so addicted to crappy tv.

2005-06-28T21:39:00.000+10:00

happy birthday to me!!!
like what mich said, "it's the no. 2 in front of your age now!"

!%#%@$@&$*

i feel old. haha. and yes chrys, i wanna be sexy and adorable too! haha...

a big thanks to those who msged, frienster-ed, sms-ed and called me to wish me happy bday! and thanks to 神神 for the gift! love you guys! muah!!

most importantly, i love you so much baby. thanks for the breakfast in bed, cake and dinner at crown. my baby actually baked blueberry cake for me!! even though it's those that you get from a box and you just buy the rest of the ingredients and dump it all together but what the heck! it's the thought that count. it's definately 1000000000000000000000 times better than a store bought one! it's way better than gift he could have bought. ^^v -grinning like mad.

the breakfast he made and the cake on the right. and a owl-shaped candle!

our dinner at cafe greco~ mix grilled. had vinegared octopus(!!!) and green tea ice cream after that.

lastly, thanks to my lovely daddy and mommy!!! the bday card that they sent was so typical of them. musical bday card. used to love those cards as a kid. my parents know me best.

this post is full of thank you. hahaha. i'm a happy bunny today.