i guess i'm lucky to have friends that have stayed with me all these years. i used to be quite finicky when it comes to choosing my best friends. i wasn't the type who would make the first move. but once the awkward first introduction is over, i open up and let everything out.

in primary school, i changed best friends every year. i guess you could say it was a case of familarity breeding contempt. but it was in my primary school years that i made 2 best friends that continue to be the 2 persons that i trust most even though we are not what you call "best friends" now. we have our own group of friends, we don't hang out all the time but when we meet up, we still have lots and lots to talk about without any awkward silences in between. it's the bond that we have before that makes everything so easy to fit into place whenever we are together.

in my high school years, i made more friends that i'm still stuck with now, in a good way. we gossip together, we go out together when i'm back in kk and we know what each other are up to. we might have our differences and piss each other off at times, but in the end, we still forgive and forget. they keep me grounded and sane when i start to think that i'm alone in this world.

last year, i met the wildest bunch of friends i could ever have. i had the best time with them and we did the stupidest and outrageous things. when we were together, we stuck together and no one could hurt any of us. it's sad that we have all gone our own ways but i still love them to bits.

then there is my baby, my best friend in the whole wide world. i let my guard down when i'm with him and i trust him with all my heart. we have been through so much together that it feels weird when he's not around. he knows what i'm thinking even when i don't say it out. he knows what makes me happy and what pisses me off. i guess you could say i'm content with the way things are.

come to think of it, there are still 2 persons who brighten up my day like never before. they make me laugh all the time, they are willing to go all the way to help me when i need help and they are my gossip and bitching partners. the purity of our friendship is the simplicity of it. there's nothing that we ask for from each other but it's the things we give that surpass it all.

they are not all perfect but they all are like little jigsaw pieces that complete my life. ^^