just came back from watching constantine. very entertaining and cool kinda movie. not only that, i thoroughly enjoyed the music from the movie. haha~ downloaded 2 songs already.

a perfect circle - passive & celldweller - frozen.

speaking of downloading songs, using bearshare now. it's not as bad as what ethan said it would be.

on a totally unrelated note, saw the trailer for the ring 2. spooked me out quite bad. i admit it; i'm deathly afraid of things that go bump in the night. but i'm so intrigued by them that i can't stop watching horror movies then scaring myself silly for weeks to come. -shrugs. everyone has their weakness.

i screw up my relationships quite bad. i kinda see a emerging pattern of the way i fcuked up. why can't i stop myself before it's too late? -sighs. very very stressed out. wanna sleep but i don't want to fall asleep in fear of waking up and realizing that everything is lost.

btw, beckie where are you? i miss you very very much. when are you ever goin to online on msn? i seriously need someone to talk to now and you're the person who knows all the shit i have been through. get your %$^%@^ broadband ASAP!!!! haha...