i don't know why but i have been less trusting of people. maybe it comes from the part of me that's growing up emotionally. maybe it's just what i have went through all these years. trust. that's not something i have enough inside me right now. is it suppose to be a good thing? or is it goin to make things worse? time will tell.

i'm half bored to death already. my daily routine goes something like this...

• wake up
• lunch
• online/tv/out with friends
• dinner
• tv
• call my baby
• sleep

with the exception of waking up at 4.30am to go jogging every monday,wednesday and friday. such a sad life that i lead. >.<

ethan, have i ever told you what moisturizing... ahem, i meant mesmerizing, eyes you have? haha~ inside joke...