spent the whole day studying in front of my laptop. any sane person would know that is impossible. so no surprise there that today is one of my most unproductive day. one good thing is that i'm still not sleepy now so i'm still in the process of studying. albeit still in front of my laptop. -sheepish grin. i can't resist it! the temptation is too strong. and i'm wasting more time by updating my blog now. hehe...

sometimes i wonder how would it be if i didn't get back with him. i think i would most definately still be hanging out with nur and anisha. it feels weird in a normal way that the 3 of us are leading different lives now. i do miss the times we were together. it was definately memorable and fun. i wonder if they share the same sentiments as me. at times i wonder would i be happier with them. even though i only knew them this year, i bonded with them like sisters. i told them things that even my best friend back home didn't know of. we sure did some crazy stuff back then. i wonder if that incriminating evidence is still on dex's laptop. -laughs. speaking of which, dex and karem were always around too. -sighs. i do miss those times. too late for regrets now. although i'm not even sure if i'm regreting or not. confused? so am i. but all i know is that i choosed and i have to live with it. just make the best of it and live for the moment.