seriously... why do i still bother?

if he wants to bloody fcuking continue with this little charade of his, then he better be ready for a one man show. cuz at the end of the day, he will be the only one still playing.

i'm very pissed off. i need something to vent my anger on. where's my punching bag when i need it? i need an outlet for all this anger and hurt. i wish nur and karem was still here.