last day of exams today!! i'm finally free!! i feel relieved yet i feel bittersweet. i have mixed emotions about leaving taylors college. i'm so goin to miss everyone there. i glad to finally not have to wait for the lifts, realizing that it's not goin to come and i have to walk up 7 floors. i'm not goin to miss attending comp sci class with mrs yau droning on and on about visual basic and what not.

but i'm definately goin to miss all the friends i have made this year. wyn and balqis has always made eng class more enjoyable especially with balqis blur-ness. maths has been made easier for me with amber next to me. it's a miracle that she hasn't die from trying to get the maths concept into my head. nelson was always nice to talk to before and during chem class. come to think of it, i usually spend my chem lesson gossiping with sharon, trying not to let mr tassone catch us. and even though comp sci is a hell to get through without falling asleep, it's the only class where my baby is sitting next to me. econs had been lotsa fun annoying the hell out of eric and trying not to fall asleep in fear of getting a pic taken of me being a sleeping beauty.

not to mention the rest in the hostel; my 'son' sandy, my 'nephews' wei liang, alan and mario, my 'adik' azzad, milly(the joker who started the popcorn fire) and the most recent addition to the big family we have, my 'grandson' clifford. a lot of them moved up and out but everyone still kept in contact. it was fun walking around, irritating everyone, pissing sandra and the supervisors off with our noise.

nur, anisha, karem, ahmed and dex. i'm goin to miss you guys. spent the first 2 months here with you guys and i'm grateful that i met you.

my baby... i never thought that we would get back together and still be together. -touch wood. i don't expect us to last forever but i hope we stay together for as long as possible. maybe you could prove me wrong that happiness will never last forever. i still have my doubts about you but i'm willing to give it a go. you're the one who taught me that holding on doesn't make you strong, it's letting go that does. i know if anything happens, i will be able to let go. i don't believe in long distance but i trust you back in hong kong.

-sighs. i'm goin to miss everyone. it has been a fun year and i'm glad that i spent it with this bunch of people.

i never like saying goodbye. i hate the fact that now i have no choice but to say goodbye. but maybe one day i will meet all of them again. who knows?